I want a love so strong that fate itself would fear us. That famine, pestilence, and war would be no match. Together nothing would stop us, loyalty would always be. That we would balance each other completely and our flaws would benefit each other.
To be life and death, the star light and the darkness, the only way we would exist is with eachother. Just like there is no light without darkness because there is no comparison.
I question if I hope too much, if my expectations are unrealistic…
It is common to hear that the mortar used to bind the stones was made from human bones or that men are buried within the Great Wall of China to make it stronger. However, the mortar was actually made from rice flour. No human remains of any kind have ever been found in the Great Wall. Bummer. On the other hand, it’s kind of cool that anti-Qin propaganda worked so well we still think it’s true today, about 2,200 years later.
My inner turmoil has led me to Tarot cards for clarity. I’m glad because it has allowed me to find inner peace by realizing that I must let things go their path. I’m notorious for not wanting to wait things out. My card recently was the tower and temperance.
The tower reminded me that this termoil is my own doing. I was ignorant of what good I have currently and allowing the bad to over come.
Thr temperance reminded me that I have been harsh on myself and others without thinking of the situation. It reminded me to forgive myself and give others a chance to fix the wrong they’ve done and to go with the flow and not be selfish like I have been the past two weeks.
Hopefully this will make for a better next month after this incoming winter storm. Hopefully the spring will be enlightening.